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Name: Ellie V.
Birthday: 7/22/1990
Gender: Female
Interests: [ Hockey ][ Boys ][ Running ][ Dancing in the Rain ][ Walking around my neighborhood at obscure hours of the morning ][ The Beach ][ Summer ][ Snow ][ Kittens ][ My Dog ][ Talking on the Phone ][ Thinking lol ][Train Tracks][ Staying up all Night ][ KATI! haha ][ ifancyhockey7 (10:50:45 PM): I don't know what to put!!! zethikScreech (10:52:49 PM): ellies interests : i am a SEXY SINGLE hottie, who regretfully finds herslef attending FOREST HILLS,. i kick ass at hockey , and have the coolest freind in the world named CARE-UH-KAyY ][ <-- Cara I love you ]
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Member Since:
7/15/2006
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| People of character do the right thing,
not because they think it will change
the world, but because they refuse to
be changed by the world.
+ Michael Josephson.
To learn which questions are
unanswerable, and not to answer
them: this skill is most needful
in times of stress and darkness.
"We're both pretty sure
Neither one can tell
We seem difficult
But what we've got is hard..."
+ "Unsaid" by the Fray
If I don't say this now, I will surely break
As I'm leaving the one I want to take
Forgive the urgency, but hurry up and wait
My heart has started to separate."
+ "Look After You" by The Fray
"Come up to meet you
Tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are.
I had to find you
Tell you I need you,
Tell you I set you apart."
+ "The Scientist" by Coldplay
"And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
And sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight."
+ "Iris" by the Goo Goo Dolls
"Quit living as if the purpose of
life is to arrive safely at death."
+ Mark Batterson
"Love, whether newly born,
or aroused from a deathlike slumber,
must always create a sunshine,
filling the heart so full of radiance
that it overflows upon the world."
+ The Scarlet Letter
"Fallin' asleep to the sound of stars shootin' round the moon
But I can't watch them fly tonight, baby--I'm too busy watching you.
I guess your smile is the sun's way of lighting up what's dark
So shine, shine, shine, for me baby--it only takes a spark."
+ "Sweetness In Starlight" by Matt Wertz
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| You cannot protect yourself from sadness
without shielding yourself from happiness.
The need for devotion to something outside
ourselves is even more profound than the
need for companionship. If we are not to go
to pieces or wither away, we must have some
purpose in life; for no man can live for himself alone.”
+ Ross Parmenter
"So you dream that love is greater than the stars.
So you wake to find it's all what you are. Well I just
want to be what you think of when you smile. And I
just want to be what's reflected in your eyes. But I
can't sit still and let you pass me by. Because I can't
dream if you're not on my mind. And if I can't see you,
I feel blind. And I need your light."
I love when the sky is gray.
When the dawn paints the
roofs of the buildings and
the sun is still hiding. The
city is ours then. Right
before everyone takes
over, right when everyone
is still sleeping. It’s hard to
notice that it’s so cold when
it’s this pretty.
A curtain of stars, miles of them,
are scattered, glowing, across the
sky and their multitude humbles me,
which I have a hard time tolerating.
She shrugs and nods after I say
something about forms of anxiety.
It's as if her mind is having a hard
time communicating with her mouth,
as if she is searching for a rational
analysis of who I am, which is, of
course, an impossibility: there is no key.
On certain mornings, as we turn a
corner, an exquisite dew falls on our
heart and then vanishes. But the
freshness lingers, and this, always,
is what the heart needs. The earth
must have risen in just such a light
the morning the world was born.
 
"Whenever you're in conflict with someone, there is one factor that can make the difference between damaging your relationship and deepening it. That factor is attitude." -William James
He who cannot forgive breaks the bridge over which he himself must pass. ~George Herbert
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| The only person I've ever loved breaks my heart everyday and doesn't care enough to open his eyes and see the pain in mine.
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| I'm posting this for Victoria because I'm convinced that you're the only person that will actually read it;;
lol
Last weekend I went to the Taking Back Sunday concert @ the Orbit room and it was amazing.
I wondered if you were there, but didn't see you at all.
wow, talk about amazing stage presence
They played 2 songs from their upcoming album, which were so great, and what I considered to be a nice spread of songs from all their albums
but they didn't play Timberwolves at New Jersey which slightly pissed me off.
oh well.
Red Jumpsuit apparatus opened for them. I don't know many of their songs but they definitely knew how to warm a crowd up. I might just go buy their CD now because of how awesome they were on stage.
anyways, I just thought I'd share the excitement.
How's life everybody?
Happy Holidays!
You cannot find
peace by avoiding life.
When we look for a life without difficulty,
remind us that oaks grow strong in contrary
winds, and diamonds are made under pressure.
+ Peter Marshall
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| Love is not love which alters when
it alterations finds, it is an ever-fixed
mark that looks on tempts and is never
shaken. Love alters not with time's brief
hours and weeks, but bears it out.
There are some situations one simply
cannot be neutral about, because when
you are neutral, you are an accomplice.
Objectivity doesn't mean treating all
sides equally. It means giving each side a hearing.
"I have found the paradox,
that if you love until it hurts,
there can be no more hurt,
only more love.”
The only people for me are the mad ones,
the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk,
mad to be saved, desirous of everything
at the same time, the ones who never
yawn or say a commonplace thing, but burn,
burn, burn, like fabulous yellow roman
candles exploding like spiders across the stars..."
Every silence is composed of nothing
but unspoken words. Perhaps that is
why I became a musician. Someone
had to express this silence, make it
render up all the sadness it contained,
make it sing as it were. Someone had
to use not words, which are always
too precise not to be cruel, but simply music.
I think I was just fed up with the image
that had been created around me, which
I sometimes consciously, most of the time
unconsciously cooperated with. It just
got too much for me to really stomach and
so I put an end to it one glorious evening.
Because he has been a major part of your life,
of course you'll miss him; it's perfectly normal.
It's like getting a tooth pulled out; after the
dentist pulls it out you're relieved. But how
many times does your tongue run itself over
the spot where the tooth once was? Probably
a hundred times a day. Just because it wasn't
hurting you does not mean you don't notice it.
It leaves a gap, & sometimes you see yourself
missing it terribly. It's going to take awhile,
but it takes time. Should you have kept the
tooth? No, because it was causing you pain.
Pulling the tooth was the right decision, but
it's going to hurt.
You've left me with such a silent world.
The evenings are calm but I'm restless,
and my breath has become as thin as
the wind. Not even the mighty sky can
fill the space you left behind, not even
when it rains.
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